Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Sitting on the waters edge
Splashing each other with our feet
Time seems to slow down as the cotton candy clouds pass by overhead
Barely blocking off the beams, the rays, of that fire ball in the sky
The sun
We smile, we laugh, my hearts pounding in my chest
Pounding in sync with your every breath
Every
Single
One
Inhale exhale
Badoom badoom
Is this what Sandy and Danny were singing about after the opening credits?
Summer lovin’ had me a blast
Summer lovin’ happened so fast.
I need to show you my love for you
Before the day changes moods into night
The sun goes away
The moon comes out to play
I build up the courage
I build up the strength with every wave that hits my feet
I tell you I need to say something
You say the same
I say you go first
You tell me
You tell me about this girl that moved in down the street from you
You tell me how much you like her
How much you want to be with her
How in love with her you are
You tell me how you broke my heart
Without saying a word
Seconds, minutes, they pass by
Then you ask me what I had to tell you
What I have to say
I go silent
I’m shattered
My glass, fragile heart has been thrown at a rock with such force
Shattering it into a million pieces
I can’t cry
I can’t scream my pain away
You never knew I liked you
Seconds, minutes, they pass by
And then I say it
I say you’re the best friend ever
That I’m so glad I moved back, but you just broke my heart
You shush me
Pressing your single finger against my lips as a tear rolls down these porcelain cheeks
You look me in the eyes
And tell me that I just moved in down the street from you
That you really like me
That you want to be with me
That you’re in love with me
I break down
I bawl
I cry
You move in to kiss my now tear drenched lips
They touch
Our sun kissed skin tickling each other.
You look me in the eyes once that one single moment of happiness is over
You say those words that every girl wants to hear
That every girl dreams of hearing
That I hope you mean
I
Love
You
Then I wake up
Realize reality
Look at the photos on my night stand
Remembering that horrible day
That wretched
That unforgettable
Day
Moment
Second
When your car came into impact with that truck
Killing you instantly
Why did I have to drive dad’s truck that day
Be late to your birthday party
Make you think you have to come get me
I’m sorry
I love you
I miss you
On this warm breezy summers night
I remember how much I love you
How much I miss you
I’ll never forget you
My dear..

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